The Real Me

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Confused

I don't know what you did to me
But i fell in love with you immediately
You're everything I'm looking for in a man
I'll do everything to have you in my arms

But time swift too fast i don't know what to do
I was afraid you'll never never fall in love with me too
There are so many I fell in love in the past
But for them I'm still the last

There is this person who is so in love with me
I don't know how to say "NO" for loving me unconditionally
And I accepted eventhough you're still on my mind
Do you think that is bad to commit eventhough there is someone else on my mind?

I asked my friend, how will I know
If I made the right decision
I'm afraid I will ruin my future with you
Coz I can't wait for the love that is true

Falling Inlove

Have I told you I miss you?
Have I told you I can't stop thinking about you?
You're the first person I think of when I wake up in the morning
And the last person I think of at night

You constantly tease me...I know
And that makes me hate you
But what can I do?
I think I'm falling inlove with you

I don't know why I feel this way
I've never felt like this in any other way
We barely know each other, that's what others say
But what can they do?
I think I'm falling inlove with you

But thinking of you...torments me
It makes me cry....
Knowing that you can never be mine
You don't like me...I know

Do you like me?
Please tell me honestly
So I can stop hallucinating and wake up from this dream
Dream that someday you'll notice me
Dream that someday you'll realize that I exist
Dream that someday we'll get together...make love for the rest of the night...
...and the rest of our lives


This is the first poem I've ever written in my life...I know this needs work...But I am happy with the outcome...